where is that festive thing?
I am trying —
To get that feeling of festive but it just is not hitting and I just stare in a surprised way at the Christmas ornamentation around me and read announcements like ten days away! Nine days away! Eight days away!
And I do not really believe them.
Can it really be that close to Christmas?
I have things on my mind. So I bury myself in things like tetrizz or the vampire game and that is really just pretending if I ignore things long enough they will just go away. That never works on the laundry though so you know it will not work on much else but I still give it a shot sometimes just to see.
And meanwhile it IS Christmas season. But it does not feel like it yet to me. Or maybe it just felt really like Christmas when I got the camera and now it is funny to me everyone else is carrying on about Christmas. What? Christmas? That already came and went what are you funny people carrying on about?
[ps: everyone remember this year we are not giving santa milk and cookies we are popping for something nice like maybe some spare change for a new suit got it?]