ow ow ow
I am really wanting a puppy today. A friend’s beloved dog died and that opened up this big hole inside me that is missing dogs. And I can just hear the quiet echo all around me that would be filled with dog sounds but is not so is stark and sterile and silent.
You would think it would have the opposite effect because I am feeling all the things I felt when the dogs went and that really really hurts but instead it is having this opposite effect and I just really really want to hug a dog right now.