i do not sleep
It is 8 am when I type this and I have not slept. Yet.
I had kind of an epiphany about this yesterday, or the day before, I forget.
When you do not sleep mornings and nights and days kind of merge.
I think I am afraid to dream.
Kind of a problem. It makes you wonky, going too long without sleep. Cute, charming, but kind of fractured.
Maybe it is time to stop fearing dreams.