fear of brazil nuts
The red terror is subsiding I have this fear of Brazil nuts. It is still not clear whether I had some kind of measles or some kind of violent allergic reaction [lasting days?] and only two things were different before it all started. One, I tried on a pair of stockings that were losing their elastic. [Those are so in the trash.] And two my store was out of hazel nuts so I bought Brazil nuts instead and was eating a lot of Brazil nuts.
To my knowledge, I am not allergic to Brazil nuts. I have eaten Brazil nuts before. But I was not allergic to grape fruit before the day grape fruit tried to kill me. [Allergies can strike like a snake, jeez.] So now I have this big container of Brazil nuts and I am afraid to eat them because… what if it was the Brazil nuts? What if they are just sitting there, waiting, plotting to strike again?